Monday, September 1, 2008

I just saw the 2nd picture of them... well i finally can see her happiness showed in her smile. im glad to see and yet i felt like a knife stabbing my heart. i guess it's good to put an end for now... finally? hmm... i wasn't sure bout myself yet too... i also dunno why when comes to relationship things i always blindfolded myself. it just happened everytime. or am i asking the right question to get the right answers? hmm... really have lots of doubt. i tried on go for easy going life but when comes to relationship.. just gives me a big headache or maybe lots of things i need to know and not just by look and my problem is always solve things by looking it less question sigh...

i guess the depressing will keep it on for weeks. and it's finally sept... my work-study program gonna start soon as i going to sign the contract 2moro... 6months to go to superior.. cant wait till then. but yet i still got lots thing to learn from the Chefs, every chefs in Le Cordon Bleu have my deepest respect to them. their work always amazed me. come to think of this i wish the time dun pass too fast as i still want to learn from them but think of wanna go back msia i just cant wait till this 1 year pass like a blink of eye... sigh. decisions decisions always go hard on me. if life is like a movie, drama, cartoon or even just a simple song that would be great for me. since all those are all planned.

there's lots of things i dunno how to put an end... and i keep on going and going, even myself think im annoying sometimes too. dunno how to put this in example but i just did those all the time.. sigh. i guess i had to stop here... take care my friends.. ciaossu