Saturday, September 13, 2008

this week i occur some prob with proofing pastry/ bread item. i was told that im too aggressive by Chef Christopher around Tues/ Wed and the next day i encounter the same thing but not proofing but baking the product. well it start with the superior lesson, they need mini brioche that we need to bake for the chef's demo. and we shape it for the day before but it's not the equal shape then we had to do the 2nd batch half of the quantity from the 1st batch. after we shape it then it's proofing. i forgot bout the timing and yet the proofing size. they need to prove at least twice the size. prolly i do too much cuisine bout rushing things or can do things faster in a way. am i put too much patience on waiting wei lee and lost most of the patience on other things? is wad they called that balance? hmm... no idea bout it

the 2nd prob i have is baking... i need to make biscotti recipe. after that chef show me how to shape them and there's a small 1 we can test it. right away i set to bake the sample, but i read the recipe by mistake and get the wrong timing of baking. i should've notice that i did biscotti before during my training in sheraton imperial sigh...i knew something was wrong bout it but i just couldn't tell wad it is till i really realise it but it's too late. i pulled out the biscotti around 15min baking time and it suppose to bake for 35-40min at least and the sample biscotti is wasted. well that's not a cheap experience. same goes to my 1st accident after i get my driving license.

i've been kinda zha dao/ zha dou since i left my dish plate in the washing place, and guess wad? no1 will help wash even just 1 small thing... like it got some kind of deadly poison or curse if u touch other ppl dish... they really wan to count every inch of everything, i mean come on... help a little bit wont die would it? i would slice myself if they die for helping others. it's really pain in the ass = = and yet i do help out sometimes if there're dishes. it's just weird... really weird. or maybe i act like an outsider in the house? i just want to be alone in my room. din talk din mean i angry with someone or what so ever.

now i still miss wei lee alot... and yet i had this kind of tiny lil prob to deal with. hell? and my msn sentence make my mum worried all over me = =. it's just not the time to tell yet that i really cant tell hope they understand. sigh problems keep coming one after another.. although it's not big 1 but if i just leave it like tat it can be a big problem after =/ and i still have 1 year here. i really dunno i can make it through or not... it's oredi hard that i miss wei lee lot, then all these problem came. im like what the hell man. sigh and i dunno how to deal with this yet. nvm i'll figure it something to deal with it sooner or later. i'll stop here... thanks for reading my friends miss u all alot as always cant wait till i get back, and of coz take care u all!!