Monday, September 8, 2008

few weeks passed.. i guess i still cant let go of it... sigh, but thanks to Eugene i feel bit better somehow, sometimes ppl just need some advise when they're down... things like this i just cant stop thinking bout it... the more drama or movie i watch the more i will think of her.. =/ those love stories... always makes me remind of her. sorry to say i dun think i can find another her in my world... i just miss her so much that i cant stop thinking for a day... =(

yesterday night was my worst night ever in the apartment.. i had to wake up early for school and yet my friends all chatting laughing till late night.. i was so pissed that night, from 10pm i sleep till 1am they keep waking me up. luckily i wake up on time this morning.. there're many things i dun like bout my friends... they talk alot when watching movies... hardly kept their promise more like nvr =.= there're lots of unreasonable things happen i just dun wanna say it out here yet... mayb till the day i really lost control of myself. or mayb i will hold all this for another freaking year?

there're things i really dun understand... i dun speak that much din really mean i dun speak at all. i just need some time of my own. my friend likes to try find something to talk to me = = i just felt very zzz why wanna do so? if i want to talk i will talk. most of the time here im emo*ing and they still wanna "try"to talk to me. i mean like i really need some time alone. i guess i shud stop here by now... take care guys... miss u all as usual..! best friends forever!!