Saturday, August 16, 2008

personally i would think the time is getting bit slower than the usual i passed... it still fast enough for a day.. a week hmm.. would say so, coz after a day of work i sit down watch shows... and start thinking lots of stuff. so yea.. this week or 2 weeks should be my toughest week of the year... or so far i've been through.. yet it's not about the things here.. juz what's in my mind running around think about all those thing which i din really need to think that much. things like should i be more honest during the chat with her?.. or should i wait till the right time comes? i would probably feel bad if i act now.. but the feelings.. it's really kinda killing me specially the last called the background chat (not with me of course) still in my mind and things tat is oredi history.. i shudn't bring all this up into my mind. but i juz couldn't help it.

yes this week we're working without Chef Christopher, Chef Armando is taking care of us... not much problem happening.. all went smoothly. till Wednesday, Kiel come to school as usual.. but he's terribly sick and surprisingly no student who scheduled on the timetable come neither to the volunteer student. so it's me and Ania, Jacqueline working in the kitchen while Chef Armando having class in the afternoon but yet Chef Armando help us out a bit on the staff meal, meanwhile i take charge of the chef's demo and of coz the practical class. miraclely we finish as usual time.. probably i think not much extra work we need to done tat day.. pretty glad that day is over. oh and of course thanks to Kiel leave the duty list for us to view too... it really helped me some.

Saturday, Chef Armando asked me to help him on the short courses going on each 2 weeks.. i really glad to help Chef Armando he's a great chef and mentor, from him i learn lots of ways to do plating too so yea it helped alot for me. somehow by back it's abit "naughty" that afternoon it get a lil uncomfortable or the small ache is going on the place that i injurt my back last time or long time ago (back in msia) so yea when i get back, i did something for it.. feeling better now =) im glad that Hisako, friend that came to help Chef Armando for the practical class i dun think i can hang on till evening today.

last but not least, i still rmb those things i chatted with Wei Lee, things are like going roundabout in my head.. it just keep repeating although it's neither very good or bad. and everytime i saw her picture i really miss her smile, her graceful smile that gives me a very sweet memory. i really wish to see that at least once more when i go back... cause i dun really see that in her display picture in friendster (not too much info about it, sorry) so yea i think u guys might get the idea.. that's how i felt it. day and night.. and back to the movie of back to the future.. if i have a time-machine it would be great haha (daydreaming). yet BoA - Love Letter that song ways touched my heart so deeply i would have cried thinking of Wei Lee... but yet it's a really nice song definately will recomment to every1 =) okay i think i should stop here.. try not to write too long later my friends complain having hard time to read.. haha joking =x cya guys and take care and of course thanks for reading =)