Saturday, August 23, 2008

Saturday early morning, around 5am.. i called Wei Lee and finally i get all my courage to ask some questions which keep in my mind for quite some time. yes the answer it's sure is painful but it still better than longer pain than short 1 right? =) and yes dun worry bout me im totally fine with it of coz im so ready for the bad news since the beginning of the week haha somehow i juz felt something not right, and something that leads me to know this, something that science cant explain bout it if i may say.anyway i really had a great chat with her truly =).and yet we're still very gd friends ^^here i truly says thank you to Wei Lee for helping me made this decision with the deepest of my heart =D now i guess i can leave those thing behind for now... till i get back msia and see how's things go ;). so yea the whole night i din the to sleep and still awake like normal days... dunno how i will do when afternoon or evening haha.

during the morning weekly tavern chat... i started to not feeling that well, but im ok after a short while nap.. hehe and things seems to be going smoothly after although not everything is as i planned but yea what the hell haha i really wish i had Grissom's mind (csi Las Vegas the leader) every csi leader in those 3 series always amazed me =p coz sometimes i also stuck coz i thinking in the box and not out of the box. (hope u guys know wad i trying to say).

in the morning i go for a walk in the shopping center, it does gives me some memory bout the last time i went out with her.. from wad i think, i need to face it myself although it's kinda heartache sometimes. that's the hardest thing i need to go through for now. i think that's bout it for this blog.. thanks for reading and take care my friends.. always miss u guys ;)