Friday, July 18, 2008

Tuesday... i went to school as usual at 6am, and chef Christopher asked me to stay till Intermediate butchery workshop over around like 10pm or so. then.. mayb i standing too much and carry some heavy stuff so i think i hurt my back that night, cant say tat.s lots of work that night just vacuum pack those lamb part. but that night i just felt my legs very tired.. and i reach home almost like 10.30-11pm that night.

so the next day i go to school at 8am as chef told, then i work like normal days.. but sth juz dont feel right on my back. it getting more pain then i tell chef christopher and i took half day and the next day off. the sad thing i had on wednesday is.. i thought i can play holic whole day but i hving trouble connect to server for whole day -_-" these things will never change... zz most of the thing i wanna do in my mind mostly wont happen -.- so fucked up =x (excuse with the language) lol

anyway... i need u guys' advise.. shud i send the letter? i planning to write a new 1 =/. i have more than 2 months din contact with her.. no news from sook wan either or i would say i havent see sook wan online after that.. @_@. i've been thinking more and more things too =(

well back to my school.. working with the chefs i would say it's rather fun than pressuring.. they have jokes that hardly stop in the kitchen, teasing every1. and i still the silent me as usual haha... chef Christopher and chef Armando always say i very silent =X well i havent change myself for so long oredi i dun think i can change it in a short time ><. i do try to speak more with some1 though. i tried very hard but things without reply will gives me a bad feeling about it. or i can say it will makes me think lots of negative things =x

so my dear friends.. hope to see ur advise soon!! thanks yah!! miss u all so much... *countdown on going back msia in a year +* take care y'all~~!!