Monday, June 9, 2008

recently i blog quite tight.. cause im bored.. dam bored of revision for exams... hate the time like this.. always make my head feel like exploding.. specially memorize the 12 recipe.. man it's not tat we're not prepared but some of them are just confusing.. sigh.. 2 days to go from now then it's time to search for new laptop!! the laptop i hving now i dun think it can last much longer... oh well, it's like 2-3years old which is quite old for a technology world.. haha or i can say pretty old with this kind of system barely can survive.. i wonder how did i survived for 5months here o.o another incredible news... haha wanna take a guess how long i din off my laptop?... i was planning to make it smoke by itself =x hmm.. ok here's the answer... i din actually count the days.. but it's around 3months haha well there's few restart in that durations though.. nvr off for more than 30mins XD i nvr tot if this laptop hv such a hardcore hahaha.

come to think of it... humans are omos the same.. they only will regret after they realize thing had gone or the chance had gone. it really feel very miserable with the combination of the songs... hmm.. i guess tat's a perfect sad scene for me to rmb haha =x but i really dun wish to miss the chance... or else i might b head bang on wall for dunno how long... (my fav move) ^^ since i always felt tat im too stupid to miss out that chance... n it flew away just like that, could it be that's the reason i keep waiting till now and still going?.. or izzit even stupid to keep waiting? for now i wont believe in miracle or i can say i nvr did =p

now i still cant decide i should write a letter to her or waiting for the reply... sometimes i make myself very curious to know the answers from her... i really hate to make myself think such things without knowing anything and start thinking nonsense grrr but it just cant help it, does it? most of the things just wont go as u wish for. there's lots lots of things i wish to talk to her and i wish to hear her voice the most and i dun hv her new phone num.. *disappointment!!* there goes the head banging on wall again haha joking just feel like it only =x k ler quite a long blog today hehe din realize i write so long >_> time to stop =p take care my frens ^^ best wishes from Form2 =)